sexism

Although I wasn't planning on going to the night formal tomorrow, now I'm considering going because apparently the girls who are going don't have to attend track practice tomorrow. Hmm. Because girls need five hours to do their hair.
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running probs.

So today in track we were assigned events after 3 or 4 weeks of the coaches watching us at practice. There are basically 3 catergories: Sprinters (the fast & areo-dynamic sort), Middle Distance (pretty speedy kids with high endurance), and then Long Distance (the kids with very little or no ability in any other event). Just my luck, guess which group I landed myself into? That's right. the 3200-ers.
 -______- I would have at least been satisfied with having long jump, or even with being a mile-er. But nooo, apparently I have the POTENTIAL to build up high endurance and speed.

At least most of my friends are also doing my same event, so we can help pace each other.

The thing that bugs me about running cross country in the "farmland" of our town is that it stinks. So bad. I was complaining about it the other day to someone and said "breathing right is so hard with all of the freaking horse crap!" Just then, Coach Vincent jogs up behind us and says,

'THAT'S TOTALLY BULL CRAP!" 

hahahaha at least we have the best coach, I guess. 

Our first track meet is on next Thursday, so I hope that I can train hard & gain some speed, possibly even win a ribbon. I don't know, last season there were only two 9th grade girls on the team so I automatically won a first or second place ribbon at every meet even if I were to come dead last.  This time there are like, 10 of us. Dang, this season will actually require me to put forth some effort. : / 

venting.

This is so stupid. There is seriously always that one group of people that excludes you. That one girl that be-littles you. That single adult that sees everything and just ignores it. Why can't we all just get along regardless of who we are what we do? And honestly, if an adult is acting like a 14 year old girl, what do we have to look up to? Diddly squat. That's what.

I miss the days when we could all just be friends.

first attempt at being insta-famous

Today was pretty okay-ish. Besides the fact that my brain was still asleep until 3rd period. Why do we even do daylight savings anymore? It's not like we're needed back on the farm or anything. I think it's just another ecxuse for school and society to take over our sleeping schedule. But yeah, it was pretty cool. I made it through the entire school day without seriously maiming anyone with my gym bag (baby steps, here).
Anyone who knows me is very much aware that I am destined to marry Harry Styles, and I think my love for One Direction has rubbed off onto my five year old sister. Today she wrote a letter and asked me to give it to them at their concert this July..... and it read:
"One Direction is so cute. We could be freands. Love, alice"
hahaha yeah ok then.
Soooo my mom signed me up for this one day EFY thing on Friday and it sounds really fun although there is not a single soul on this planet that wants to go with me. :'( Why not?? There's a dance and pizza and cake and cool guest speakers like John Bytheway..... uhg. I feel so un-loved. I really ought to make more friends. Or possibly spend more time outside doing friendship-y things. Hmm.